Nix, what happened to that holiday work abroad you wanted to do? I still remember that thread. What happened? What have you done so far?
Had an interview in November, got down to the last five from over 30 candidates and lasted the whole day. Got an email the following Monday though and they'd ****ed me off. Gutted would be an apt word.
I called back for some feedback and got fed lines which I found insulted my intelligence and I struggled not to call them up on it. I fought my corner - politely - but to no avail.
I had probably one hour of sleep the night before the day in a local hotel and as you would expect, come the end of the day I was utterly burnt out. On the bright side though, the other final candidates who I've managed to stay in loose contact with all assumed I was a given for it. The company themselves said I should go the 'other role' as it was 'exactly the same anyway' and I turned them down. In reality this other role has less of the perks with all the same negatives as the one I did want, so it doesn't really weigh-up in my mind to make a go of it; just wasn't worth it, my time is better invested elsewhere. Likewise, I couldn't help but note the hypocrisy in that if I was ideal for other role, why not the one I actually wanted in the first place? Nevermind.
On the bright side, I've now got less than £500 on a CC to pay and aside from the student loan thing, I'm debt free. Shall try for a proper job again this year I guess, just taking baby-steps at the moment. For example, I've finally started my 'blog' to use as an online portfolio should anything to do with writing ever opens its doors to me and I'm constantly working on psychologically getting out of this rut, which really is easier said than done!
It's horrible to say this, but that one year I was on JSA and rejected by every single employer really did knock me for six. Obviously, I had other things going on that made it so bad, such as post-uni issues, upsetting the status-quo at home, and debt collectors harassing my every waking moment; it was a very difficult time in its own right; the lack of employ was just kicking me when I was down. It has I suppose, now taken nearly two years now to muster that energy to take on the world again. Bittersweet.
Thanks for asking.