Hello all,
long story short I work for an finance/IT consultancy firm and have done so for around 7months after graduating. Since working there I have received no formal training of any sort, just completing in-house exams for about 3months and a rubbish internal project with little senior support (no one to learn from.) However I got the chance to spend about 4months working in Toronto which was pretty good as the company in Toronto were great and gave me responsibility as well as an opportunity to learn. I felt I got a good bit out of it though was left with the feeling that I don't see the point in working my little socks off 15hrs a day to make some corporation rich at the expense of a life.
I've been back in the UK now for a few weeks and things have really gone downhill in my eyes with several issues annoying me.
1) I was asked to take a development role in the crappy town I'm currently living, lasting 6months (significantly less money than on site and just a horrid town as well as knowing I'm not cut out for straight development work, I need variation.) I refused this outright and got myself on an internal role which would expose me to a third party product I thought would be useful.
2) I received a talking to over my work in Toronto, this especially annoys me because I worked insanely hard to bridge an experience gap (client wanted 3-4 .NET exp and I was just out of uni.) The client spoke to me and said they were very happy with my effort levels but they could get people much cheaper in Canada. The negative feedback came from an internal HR girl who dislikes me due to a separate issue that basically exists because she read an e-mail differently from its intention. Further to this there was another guy sent to Toronto with me and he did very little during his time there other than seem socially retarded and incapable of work - he received no talking to.
3) I have been forced onto the dev role I mentioned in point 1 with little mention from anyone other than the team leader, who I am guessing has no idea I previously refused the project.
I had pretty much told myself I could deal with this, learn something new at work, focus on things outside work and gain experience for my CV. However today I received an introduction to the project, which they want to develop in ASP.
I raised issue with using a dead language that the client would throw us out however word came back from upstairs that they didn't really care as the client has no option but my company on such a sort time scale. I tried to force asp.net, rails, anything and I am considering to make more of a go of this but as of yet it is 'under consideration' meaning it won't happen and even if it does the two other people I am working with do not seem remotely up to that task.
Finally to round things off I received access to the code, which of course doesn't use any sort of source control. Worse than that it is tables GALORE, not a div/container in site.
Overall I am just not happy associating my name with a project as terrible as this, I would literally do a better job as a sole developer.
So basically I am wondering if I should a) shut up and stick with it. b) leave asap. c) refuse to be a part of the project. d) speak with the team leader and tell her I won't be part of the project as it stands unless some changes are made. e) something else?
*I feel it important to mention I do not see myself staying with the company long term, I am strongly considering teaching but the timing of this means I've missed out on 2012 PGCE positions as far as I am aware. So I am wondering if I should just take the crap for 18months till I can escape or not waste my time doing this rubbish?
long story short I work for an finance/IT consultancy firm and have done so for around 7months after graduating. Since working there I have received no formal training of any sort, just completing in-house exams for about 3months and a rubbish internal project with little senior support (no one to learn from.) However I got the chance to spend about 4months working in Toronto which was pretty good as the company in Toronto were great and gave me responsibility as well as an opportunity to learn. I felt I got a good bit out of it though was left with the feeling that I don't see the point in working my little socks off 15hrs a day to make some corporation rich at the expense of a life.
I've been back in the UK now for a few weeks and things have really gone downhill in my eyes with several issues annoying me.
1) I was asked to take a development role in the crappy town I'm currently living, lasting 6months (significantly less money than on site and just a horrid town as well as knowing I'm not cut out for straight development work, I need variation.) I refused this outright and got myself on an internal role which would expose me to a third party product I thought would be useful.
2) I received a talking to over my work in Toronto, this especially annoys me because I worked insanely hard to bridge an experience gap (client wanted 3-4 .NET exp and I was just out of uni.) The client spoke to me and said they were very happy with my effort levels but they could get people much cheaper in Canada. The negative feedback came from an internal HR girl who dislikes me due to a separate issue that basically exists because she read an e-mail differently from its intention. Further to this there was another guy sent to Toronto with me and he did very little during his time there other than seem socially retarded and incapable of work - he received no talking to.
3) I have been forced onto the dev role I mentioned in point 1 with little mention from anyone other than the team leader, who I am guessing has no idea I previously refused the project.
I had pretty much told myself I could deal with this, learn something new at work, focus on things outside work and gain experience for my CV. However today I received an introduction to the project, which they want to develop in ASP.
I raised issue with using a dead language that the client would throw us out however word came back from upstairs that they didn't really care as the client has no option but my company on such a sort time scale. I tried to force asp.net, rails, anything and I am considering to make more of a go of this but as of yet it is 'under consideration' meaning it won't happen and even if it does the two other people I am working with do not seem remotely up to that task.
Finally to round things off I received access to the code, which of course doesn't use any sort of source control. Worse than that it is tables GALORE, not a div/container in site.
Overall I am just not happy associating my name with a project as terrible as this, I would literally do a better job as a sole developer.
So basically I am wondering if I should a) shut up and stick with it. b) leave asap. c) refuse to be a part of the project. d) speak with the team leader and tell her I won't be part of the project as it stands unless some changes are made. e) something else?
*I feel it important to mention I do not see myself staying with the company long term, I am strongly considering teaching but the timing of this means I've missed out on 2012 PGCE positions as far as I am aware. So I am wondering if I should just take the crap for 18months till I can escape or not waste my time doing this rubbish?