Agree about nightclubs, I used to like them but I just can't anymore. I think that's what I've learned tonight :/ I only really went out because my friend wanted me to. I do feel bad though that I left him in there without saying goodbye, the alcohol just hit me fast and made me feel really really crap.
Just trying to get out of the funk I got in and asking myself why I didn't like it so much.
I just think I'm done with drinking. Booze is like pouring cement in your fuel tank. Its just crap. Its like greasing up your hands before you go rock climbing. Its like head butting a wall to look better. Its like pouring sand in your smoothy. You can still perform but you perform in spite of the booze/slodgness.
I've not drank a drop of booze since April and I've never felt better. Its a sad industry and preys on youth, health and relies on 'tradition' to continue. I'd rather drink some fruit juice when I'm out with mates. Then you can tell when you're REALLY having a good time or not.
Screw it I'm staying sober. Gonna Smash life as a teetotaler.
Just Googling up 'drunk images'. Don't wanna be in that caliber group.
I just dont have time to waste escaping reality via booze and talking a lot but not really saying anything.
Been there, done that.
Just got life time to live these days. Besides, there is enough boring drunks or semi drunk sheep out there to keep the other sheep company.
Sorry sheep.

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