The thing is, I've never thought of myself as that type of guy. This girl just did something to me, changed my core. Thinking back, from the moment she told me her profession I became suspicious, you know how it is you always think these girls are only after money, but continued as I thought I could handle it and believed it was real. It felt real. But something changed recently, she became cold at times and only became warm when she wanted me to buy her something and I think that brought back my original suspicions and tainted things again. I've no issue giving people things, friends and family are my world so I help them all out with anything I can, but I felt like I was being played from that point onwards although couldn't believe all that time before was a lie?! It really ate away at me and after speaking to an old friend she helped me realise I'd been a fool from the beginning so I had to end it. I guess yeh, that is trust issues, but slightly justified from my point of view... but again, I guess it is my problem.
