Had a few setbacks, since getting my good blood test back, it made my mind almost switch off from the good habits I had built when I got the pre diabetes scare.
For context. I aim to do 30m a day a session means a day I did it basically.
May: 31x 15.5h
Jun: 21x 10.5h
Aug: 17x 9.7h
Sep: 10x 5.2 (typing this as I'm doing it so aiming to push over to 6)
My eating hasn't really changed though so I'm still at what seems to be my perma 14st10.
Thing is, It gives me anxiety because I know I have to keep this up yet the anxiety doesn't work as a motivator really, but like in the past I think always no point me starting again till October so I can try and get a clean sheet. But I got on the bike today and I felt much better, because even though yes I've had a poor month. Every time I do it it's still adding to the time spent doing which is better than nothing .Yet even when I remember I always feel good after It doesn't help me get on it most the time.
I have to book another cholesterol test in Nov, if I can have a good October then hopefully it hasn't risen enough for them to tell me to take the statins again.
I am being proactive with it now. One of the reasons it puts me off is that I get a really numb bum if I go past 30m, so I'm now looking at padded cycling shorts (although the bike seems comfortable for sitting down when I stand up on it my posture feels really bad). That will give me one less excuse to go past the 30m minimum.
I cope with the boredom part fine when I take my ADHD meds, I use it to do some daily stuff on my Nintendo Switch, and if I don't get on my bike I don't do them so that can help me too.
When I don't take the meds it can be very hard to keep going, it's like you'll bring us constantly saying this is boring. I want to get off and you look at the clock thinking it's been like 10 minutes and it's been 2. Though I do find if I've actually made the effort to get into my shorts and get on the bike, I generally won't abandon a session.
I'm at an event for a week from the first and I'm already annoyed it will ruin my record because I have too much anxiety to use the hotel gym. I could go for walks I guess (Cotswolds so nice views) but because I won't be dripping with sweat I know I'll lose motivation as it won't feel like proper exercise, though it's still an entry on my app though. Maybe I just try and use the gym and see how I feel, worst case I can just go walk instead.
Sorry for the ramble, It's just quite annoying that 90% of this seems to be psychological and I have all the reasons to do it and yet it's a struggle to do so.
Edit. I also wonder, if the consistency is more important or the time spent doing. Like do I benefit more from 5x 30m sessions. Or doing an hour session *3. I'm sure like with all this stuff there's a million variables so I'm not really going to bother googling it.
@esK` it can be rough for a few weeks when you start some of those, But remember, don't lose hope just if you don't get on with one because there are quite a variety of different types, even in the same category say like SSRI.