Hi guys
This isn't another relationship thread. I just need to get it off my chest what an absolute AS$%&/e I am. Feel free to mock or poke fun at me.
I live with my ex. We had an amazing relationship and are best friends. We've only just broken up 3 months ago. It was a mutual breakup because we were constantly having stressess and not really communicating our issues, just coexisting together. We broke up wanting to give ourselves space to grow individually and she wanted to better understand herself and to learn to be alone(if this makes sense?)
I regret the breakup and do want her back. She knows this.
Here comes the story, last night an old visiting friend came to visit and we went out. I was hammered! I ended up pulling this chick and taking her back. My ex was out as well and came back and found us in bed together. She was livid! One of the rules was that I was NEVER to bring any girls back to our home. Its just plain courtesey to the other person. I mean... I would be crushed if she did the exact same to me.
I hang my head in shame. I mean, I claim to love her but how could I have done something so unimaginably cruel. Especially to someone that I hold so close. We've always mentioned the possibility of getting back together, who knows, but that has totally gone out the window. I feel so embarassed. I told her that I will be moving out. I don't want to hurt her anymore. I am also never going to touch another drink again.
Thanks for reading.
This isn't another relationship thread. I just need to get it off my chest what an absolute AS$%&/e I am. Feel free to mock or poke fun at me.
I live with my ex. We had an amazing relationship and are best friends. We've only just broken up 3 months ago. It was a mutual breakup because we were constantly having stressess and not really communicating our issues, just coexisting together. We broke up wanting to give ourselves space to grow individually and she wanted to better understand herself and to learn to be alone(if this makes sense?)
I regret the breakup and do want her back. She knows this.
Here comes the story, last night an old visiting friend came to visit and we went out. I was hammered! I ended up pulling this chick and taking her back. My ex was out as well and came back and found us in bed together. She was livid! One of the rules was that I was NEVER to bring any girls back to our home. Its just plain courtesey to the other person. I mean... I would be crushed if she did the exact same to me.
I hang my head in shame. I mean, I claim to love her but how could I have done something so unimaginably cruel. Especially to someone that I hold so close. We've always mentioned the possibility of getting back together, who knows, but that has totally gone out the window. I feel so embarassed. I told her that I will be moving out. I don't want to hurt her anymore. I am also never going to touch another drink again.
Thanks for reading.
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