Where to start...
I've been with my girlfriend for about 5 years, we've lived together for 4 and a half of those and get on like a house on fire, she's my soulmate and a general awesome person to be around let alone go out with, we're madly in love and couldn't be happier, we will be getting married in the very near future, life couldn't be better.
The problem is I can't stop cheating on her, I'm not talking about copping off with random Women in nightclubs, I'm talking full on affairs with either attached or unattached Women. I've always been like this with previous relationships as well, in fact I can't remember a time I was faithful to just one girl.
The problem is fairly obvious, it would destroy my gf if she ever found and I mean properly break her heart. We have a great sex life, the kind that she will pretty much do anything I want so it's not some kind of perverse sexual gratification from someone else because I'm not getting it from her. She's also the most beautiful person in the world, kind, considerate, beautiful, intelligent.........I could go on.
I can't stop, I've had an affair with a 24 year old who used to work for me for over a year, a married Woman of 38 that I worked with recently on a project for about 6 months, a 19 year old that was engaged to her boyfriend that I met on the night he engaged to her, a 25 year old receptionist at another office where I work and a married mother of 2 who is thinking of leaving her husband because she's obsessed! I now have a Woman I used to go to School with who has sent me approximately 60 pictures over the last couple of months of her in varying positions with random sex toys.
I really fear that I will throw away the best thing that has ever happened to me, it would kill me to hurt her and through actually sitting down and thinking about it all to write this out, I may well have had a moment of reflection for the good, I'm going to cut all ties and stop being a ****, for her sake and mine.
This has really helped and whilst I was sceptical reading everything in this thread, I really do think it may have made me think about my own confessions and that can only be a good thing.