when i gave up i couldnt stop masturbating, so ive started again but going to give up again.
when i gave up i couldnt stop masturbating, so ive started again but going to give up again.
better gum than fags...and now you're addicted to chewing gum![]()

I'm really strugglin tonight. Yesterday was okay, give or take a few moments but tonight is twice as bad. Really want to breath out a huge cloud of smoke again. My temper is pretty bad at the moment. Can really feel the withdrawal hitting home.
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. Not really thought about having a cigarette most of the day, and when I have, it wasn't a total craving, just a "I'd quite liek a cig about now" sort of feeling. I very nearly didn't make it to today though. Went into a petrol station on my way home from the cinema last night, went to pay for fuel, and literally stood still for 30 seconds next to my car, jsut trying to fight that urge. Went in thinking "I can't handle this, i'll buy a pack" but when they asked me if I wanted anything else with my fuel, I just managed to cough out "No thanks." I promptly went back to the car and drove away. I'm really hoping that's my low point because it was absolute torture.