I can't stay single for 5 minutes, but not by choice. In my town, you usually know everyone in some way or another, but regardless of that, it seems i'm a tapped resource. I don't wanna sound an arse and say i'm good looking, but as i'm endlessly told, i am. This isn't a good thing for me anymore like i thought it would be.
I goto pubs a lot and get known by a lot of people. Bam,a few drinks and ones your girlfriend. No say in the matter, i'm meeting for drinks, we're seen as together, i just go along with it. The problem lies with when i want a change. It's like the world is ending. When i tried to end it with my current missus on a couple of occasions, she'd threaten to quit her job, move to another city, like the last one. (Which was her mate, who tried to set us up, didn't realise we'd last, now you can cut the tension with a knife, they work together too lol). I cave in. Not to say i'm not happy now, people grow on you and we get on like best mates. She just texted me again now saying: "I'm not letting anything get in the way of us, i'm not losing you, i want us together for a long time". Can't help but feel i'm trapped, regardless of whether i'm happy.
I'm kinda..scared lol. Though i've noticed a trend forming with the girls i get with: They are drinking, short-tempered, slim, mentally insecure nympho's. What's worse is that's what i go for..
For my next dissertation, i will be discussing the health advantages of real ale and what it can do for you.