I was finished at work on ill health grounds following a second heart attack at the end of February this year.
I've just filled in a form and returned it to ATOS so I guess I will be having an interview in the near future. I'm dreading it if I'm honest, even though following my heart attack I have severe ventricular insufficiency and a leaky valve which means my heart no longer pumps properly, causing me to become breathless at the drop of a hat, feel constantly fatigued, together with a few other things like swollen legs. But I'm sure from what I've read they will find me fit for work. For one I can shave myself..LOL But from what I've heard and read unless you're wheeled in, in a hospital bed they will find folk fit to work.
I don't regard myself as some work-shy scumbag (although I'm sure some will have me nailed to the cross already) I've worked 33+ years, 15 of which followed my first heart attack and have pulled my weight so to speak even with a few cardiac problems along the way. But I've reached the point where if I'm honest I've had enough. I'm having more bad days than good days, and I can't see the bad days coming any more. When I used to feel poorly I'd take some holidays or adjust my hours where possible
Following my most recent attack I'm just knackered to a standstill on the whole and I can't remember the last day I didn't need a lengthy kip mid afternoon to recharge. The problem is I look fine, I'm not a fat git, I've looked after myself as well as I could so outwardly look OK for my age (so I'm told) I don't look like a dishevelled junkie or a waster. What I'm saying is if you saw me sitting in a room I'd look perfectly normal. Ask me to start climbing stairs, lift stuff or just be on my feet for a while then you'd get a clue.
If I was a little older I'd draw on what little pension I have and tell them to #@$£off and not take any money from the system. As it stands I get the grand total of £35 a week because I did the right thing, worked hard, bought my own home and saved for a rainy day, so need to spend all my savings first before I get the minimum someone who's never done a tap in their lives gets from the off. Which is sort of fair enough, benefits should be a safety net. But it grates a little knowing I've paid in maybe £100-200K over my working life, and just a little would help a lot at the moment.
Following my latest attack my hope was that I'd feel well enough to do a little something part-time that would keep the wolf from the door and keep me out of the benefits system altogether. But simply because of how I'm feeling at the moment that may be beyond me. So may be stuck in the ****** world of DWP/ATOS.