Update:
Very long story short, i went to surprise meet her from work with flowers and chocs after my disaster text send so i could be there from the off so to speak, i saw her laughing with another guy who was fumbling her outside the front door

...they kissed and I saw her fondle with his crotch - I am in pieces!!!
I walked towards them and he ran off! i dumped her there and then - Although I got out out of my mess, still, who cares. Bitch.
Was I meant to send that text to her? Im glad i did now.
Ive been made a fool of
\cheated