Whats even the ****** point!? Seriously... life: why even try? Your one chance at TRUE happiness and its all taken from you.
Sure theres small bits of happiness now and then but that ONE thing will always be gnawing at my heels all through my life. I never even got a chance to try, NO from the get go it was decided i was only gonna get a very small taster of true happiness. And its a taste that lingers, nothing can wash away this taste.
I'll ALWAYS be left wanting more and it will be there forever right infront of me but never reachable. Like a damn hologram. No matter how hard i try to reach out for it, it will NEVER be mine. Someone else will get it, they wont appreciate or treat it as well as i will or do. They wont even LOVE it any where NEAR as much as I would and do.
The worst thing is that this thing is the best thing in my life right now
Sure theres small bits of happiness now and then but that ONE thing will always be gnawing at my heels all through my life. I never even got a chance to try, NO from the get go it was decided i was only gonna get a very small taster of true happiness. And its a taste that lingers, nothing can wash away this taste.
I'll ALWAYS be left wanting more and it will be there forever right infront of me but never reachable. Like a damn hologram. No matter how hard i try to reach out for it, it will NEVER be mine. Someone else will get it, they wont appreciate or treat it as well as i will or do. They wont even LOVE it any where NEAR as much as I would and do.
The worst thing is that this thing is the best thing in my life right now

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