All the time, it's scary, but I've unfortunately known a 2 year old die in horrendous circumstances, puts my fear of death etc into perspective when I think about it, she never lived and it was horrendous when she was alive for large parts.
Only time I've really wanted to believe in an afterlife.
I passed out a few years back and had a bizarre experience where I was back where I grew up with my nan etc, seemed to last forever, when I came to I looked at our lass who was in shock/panic mode and thought who are you, where am I, it was so surreal.
Really really felt that I'd lived a lifetime.
So vivid, made dreams look like an 8bit game.
Honestly think it's what people talk about when they have near death experiences, maybe.
So yeah death is scary but you have to think about it, I do, winds our lass up but it helped me cope with people dying as I didn't shun the subject.