To be honest mark, i think you need to re-evaluate whether what you are doing is the best way of handling what's going on in your life. I got those emails so i know whats going on, and honestly feel this stereotypical midlife crisis response is not going to do you any favours in the long run.
I'm genuinely saddened to see you end up like this
When does a mid-life crisis ever do anyone any favours?
A mid-life crisis is about doing something stupid and having a blast doing it...
Immediately following a seperation/divorce is the perfect time, because if you do it right, if you weren't getting divorced before, you will be afterwards!
/EDIT: Where's WillGill these days? He was having a tough time recently wasn't he? Anyone heard from him/know's he's ok?