I too am looking for a new job but I suffer from really bad Anxiety. I have had Anxiety problems for years but since last August they have became so bad that I have taken a lot of time off. The doctor has gave me all the usual pills (Mirtazapine, Diazepam, Propranolol) I get so bad in my attacks that I can't drive or do the things I love.
Part of me thinks its the job, parts of me think its something else I just don't know as nothing as changed before August.
Like Gustov I'm ambitious, I want to get out there and enjoy life but my god this Anxiety gets too much.