Several years ago I broke my back.
I thought this was the tike I found out about my limits with pain.
Untill the last 48 hours.
I had hemmaroidal tissue reduction surgery, along with other bigger bits in the same region.
The hours after the procedure were reasonable.
But last night, wow.
I had to "expel" the gauze that was left internally as is expected.
But the build up to this was worse than when I broke my back. The agonising pain and pressure was something I wish never to repeat. My wife was terrified due to my wailing as it was happening. I thought my insides were ripping apart and trying to escape like an Alien chest burster, but trying to evacuate from my bowels.
As soon as it happened the torrent of black liquid that followed was like a volcano erupted from within, covering the toilet and myself. Collapsed on the floor I felt relief. But then the burning started. As if I had rubbed a ghost chilli upon my anus.
Every time I empty my bowels since (about once and hour), is like chillies expelling themselves in search for a better life.
I have to take seriously strong laxatives to ensure damage to the bowl is reduced. Causing stomach acid to ensure its way to the back passage.
I'm unsure how to go on. How muchonger will this pain continue? Internet says weeks.
I can't do it...although I must.
I thought this was the tike I found out about my limits with pain.
Untill the last 48 hours.
I had hemmaroidal tissue reduction surgery, along with other bigger bits in the same region.
The hours after the procedure were reasonable.
But last night, wow.
I had to "expel" the gauze that was left internally as is expected.
But the build up to this was worse than when I broke my back. The agonising pain and pressure was something I wish never to repeat. My wife was terrified due to my wailing as it was happening. I thought my insides were ripping apart and trying to escape like an Alien chest burster, but trying to evacuate from my bowels.
As soon as it happened the torrent of black liquid that followed was like a volcano erupted from within, covering the toilet and myself. Collapsed on the floor I felt relief. But then the burning started. As if I had rubbed a ghost chilli upon my anus.
Every time I empty my bowels since (about once and hour), is like chillies expelling themselves in search for a better life.
I have to take seriously strong laxatives to ensure damage to the bowl is reduced. Causing stomach acid to ensure its way to the back passage.
I'm unsure how to go on. How muchonger will this pain continue? Internet says weeks.
I can't do it...although I must.
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