Its at times like this it really makes you value what you have, and brings you close to the people you care about and love.
This is not the first time something similar has happened; a fellow student in my year committed suicide when we were in our clinical year - he was there with us joking and laughing one day, then literally the next day when we came in we find out he is no longer with us. Today has really brought back those dark memories; attending the funeral was really difficult -we started the year together, we should have finished it together. Never have i cried so much at a funeral.