Oh man, what a week I had. Emailed work and went, sorry I'm off for sometime. Got **** on and need a break. They were like ok, let us know how we can help, which is nice. Took myself off to the alps on my own. No kids, no anyone. On the way down the engine **** a crank on my 2017 range rover sport... not like it's an old car so that was nice. Properly left it's engine all the way up a mountain round and stopped. Got it into a layby but caused all sorts of stuff. Had the firemen there getting the oil off the road as we have fast bikes and cars up and down all day. The police. Then a tow truck towed me to some backend town in the middle of nowhere, where I had to get a taxi all the way up the mountain.
Anyway, that was on friday, it's now Weds. The car has been recovered up here to me. I have a chalet to myself and although I have a load of life admin to get through and sort, I'm really starting to feel OK, or better. Hopeful or optimistic is probably a better way of putting it. I can't get back all week, so that's me here until at least sunday. I might even take next week off as well and see how it goes... I'm working out each day. Either a bike ride, walk, or workout outside. Finding time to read, sort out stuff I've put off for months due to no time (or lack of priority tbf) and jst getting some time to find myself a bit.
It's done such wonders for me, it really has. Anyone feeling burnt out or feels like they might be. Take some time, go somewhere pretty remote and just be. It's bloody amazing.
Just had a meeting with the cheezus guys and smashed a load of stuff as well. I am more focussed on things as I feel I can think more clearly and it's something I should have done a long time ago. Don't burn yourself out people. You forget to appreciate today and one day there won't be a tomorrow.