When did you last cry?

Probably a year or more ago, when things went bad between me and my ex, and i saw some things i didn't want to.

I didn't cry in front of her, i did it in the car on my way home at stupid MPH. I then continued to drink lots of beer and whisky and cry all night. I woke up almost a day later in a right mess.

Never again will i let someone so close to me, i'm an arse to woman now, but it saves hurting me.
 
i seem to have a proper bad crying problem. usually when im sat on my own. anything sets me off. from somethign funny to a good memory to a bad memory to a film or music.

last time i cried infront of someone was either when i went to visit my terminally ill gran or maybe a little at the funeral
 
The last time I cried was about 3 weeks ago. I had lost almost 3 stone due to chronic diarrhoea,had just gone in the hospital for an operation on a 2nd perianal abcess after barely coming round from the op the week before on the first one. Then the consultant came to the bed after the op and said i've apparently got Crohn's disease. I just lost it for the next day or so feeling like my life is over. Dunno why i'm typing this, just something i'd like to get off my chest I suppose because I hate putting so much pressure on my partner. Still could be worse I suppose, I might not be able to walk either (the joint pains are so bad at times I almost can't walk :() lol.
I aren't after any sympathy btw, just wanted to get it off my chest as I already said :)
 
The last time I cried was about 3 weeks ago. I had lost almost 3 stone due to chronic diarrhoea,had just gone in the hospital for an operation on a 2nd perianal abcess after barely coming round from the op the week before on the first one. Then the consultant came to the bed after the op and said i've apparently got Crohn's disease. I just lost it for the next day or so feeling like my life is over. Dunno why i'm typing this, just something i'd like to get off my chest I suppose because I hate putting so much pressure on my partner. Still could be worse I suppose, I might not be able to walk either (the joint pains are so bad at times I almost can't walk :() lol.
I aren't after any sympathy btw, just wanted to get it off my chest as I already said :)

Join the club. It'll get easier over time, comparatively to what you must be going through right now. Whilst my Crohns and general health is relatively under control thank god to long term medication, my abscess sustained 5 years ago is an intermittent problem and starting new drugs soon. I'm in a mildly positive mood today...
 
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