When i was 17 i was sent to prison for 6 months, i got into a lot of trouble, including burglary, cashing stolen cheques and stealing cars.
I now have a senior position within a company and am in charge of over 20 staff.
Nobody knows, including my boss.
Things havent been great with my girlfriend lately and I know for a fact that shes come off the pill on the quiet and is secretly trying to get preggers. Im enjoying all the extra sex without worry because I know Im firing blanks. Me 1-0 Girlfriend.
Lucy again
as much as this feels like a thread hijack as there's no confessions
going on, I feel I must respond to the comments that have been posted
as I did promise to reply to genuine questions.
So here goes,
firstly, sexual orientation has nothing to do with gender identity. As
Raymond quite rightly put, gender variance, gender dysphoria,
transgenderism, call it what you will, is purely about the often
debilitating conflict that exists within an individual that revolves
around their outward appearance not matching how they feel or identify
inside. Some are heterosexual, some bisexual and some gay.
Three years ago I stated I fantasised about sleeping with another
cross-dresser. That was when I thought I was a cross-dresser myself
before the gender floodgates opened and I realised the issue was much
more fundamental and deep-rooted than flouncing around the house in a
dress pretending I was a pretty girl. It wasn't a fantasy at all, it
was a very subtle but strong method of denial - brought about by shame
and guilt that was afflicting me mentally about my true feelings about
myself. I didn't want to accept I wanted to be a girl, I didn't have
the words nor maturity to be open with myself, so convincing myself I
was bisexual was far more convenient and easy than admitting to myself
I was essentially born in the wrong body.
I find women attractive, I envy them and would give anything to be a
genetic female, but men just don't push the right buttons in my head.
As I said before, I'm becoming used to enjoying the company of men but
there's just no attraction or any sexual element to it at all.
Regarding the marriage scenario, whatever the current legislation is,
I know I'm very very unlikely to meet a genetic female who will
accept, love and respect me as a transgendered woman. So I may spend
the rest of my life single, I may not. However sad and depressing that
may occasionally seem, the fact I'll be living my life as it should
be, not dancing to anyone's tune but my own, spurs me on down this
path I have to take. I may meet someone amazing, I may not. Time will
tell but I need to sort myself out first before even considering
letting someone get that close to me.
As for the credit card in my female name, the account is in my male
name, and I have a credit card that sits in my wallet for buying car
bits and power tools. From the same account I applied for a card in my
female name and that sits in my purse for buying lipstick and shoes.
Cliche much? Yeah of course, but what's the point in having one cliche
when you can have two
My name could be changed right away by deed poll, but I prefer to wait
until I'm right at the end of the transition process before everything
goes over to female. I was pulled over by the police recently whilst
'en femme' and I produced my licence and insurance in my male name and
the policeman didn't know where to put himself when I again confirmed
I was the owner and keeper of the vehicle. I used the eye contact and
smile and he just told me to take it steady (I was speeding!) and
departed with a 'have a good day erm.................... Miss!' Great
fun
Finally, King Damager is not Lucy. So there.
L xx
So from that we can establish that King Damager DEFINITELY is Lucy... lol.
hen I was 15, I lost my virginity to my 13 year old girlfriend at the
time.
That\\\'s not the worst part - the act itself was in my cousin\\\'s
bed whilst her and her parents (my aunt and uncle) were downstairs.
Also, the girlfriend ended up pregnant and had to have an abortion.
To this day, nobody else knows about it.
y girlfriend sent messages to another guy telling him that she wishes
she could be with him, etc.
He isn\'t from the same country as us.
I DID confront her on this because I\'m a sneaky ******* and I could
tell she was being weird so did some investigating.
This was a few weeks ago. She has since then sent him another message
saying that she only said it because we (me and her)were arguing.
Truth is, it is still getting to me.