Response to some of the posters regarding my confession (post 183) 1 st one, 2 nd guys a freak J You guys are well within your right to be angered about my confessions and I make no excuses. For most of you everything I have said will be alien but from where I grew up this was “normal” behaviour believe it or not. Let’s just say me and my group of friends were more civilised compared to some others we grew up with, well a lot more. If you want to know some of the stuff I’ve seen I’d be happy to share. I would just like to add all that I said happened was between the ages of 14-18 and under the influence of chronic (proper super skunk) and alcohol. It wasn’t about just being a **** or ***hole, it was more about having a “laugh”. For example you would get high smoking weed and then find **** do that you can all giggle at, which started small, like pranking a mate, but then got progressively worse to get the same rush or “laugh”. Where I grew up the normal “cool” thing to do was to smoke weed at that age and prat about, luckily I got out as soon as I started university. I know guys in their forties who were just like us but didnt “get out” and are still doing the smoke weed everyday life, no jobs, and broken homes. Another thing I’ve noticed is every generation is getting worse. My generation (now in there mid-twenties) were worse than the 80s kids. You have a look at this generation and boy these kids are wild, make us look like child’s play. There 14 –15 year olds now in my area who are firing off guns for “fun” believe it at not.
It's e asy for everyone to judge and say it’s no point feeling ashamed now etc, the world you guys grew up in is a completely different to what I experienced. One can only learn from his mistakes and change themselves for the better, which I’m proud to say I have. From my group of say 20 childhood friends, 2 are full time crack heads. At least 5 have served time or are serving time. 1 has been done for rape. There’s only about 4-5 of us left who pretty much got out clean and sorted our lives out. Its only when you see there is more to life than the ****hole you grew up in to realise you need to change and my escape was university. And to the guy who said “Stories like that don’t make you sound 'Hard' and utterly just make me want to beat you.” Sorry where did you get that from?, if you think that makes someone sound hard….. Anyhow ill leave you with one that I just remembered although I took no part in. A group of lads a little older than me took this other lad who was again a little bit slow. They used to just keep him around to “buzz” off as he was funny as ****. Anyhow one day he did something, cant remember what but I think he ****ed in one of these lads car by mistake. They ended up beating the **** out of him, stripping him naked and forced him to walk into a local fishyies and place an order completely stark naked on what was a very busy street full of shops, takeaways. The worst part was there was a cop station only a 100meters or so away yet no one cared. Luckily the shop owner showed him some mercy and gave him an apron to where and called the cops. Some other guy who ****ed off the “wrong types” found himself tied naked to a lamppost during rush hour. I know these two other lads, only live a few streets away from me who were known as “granny bashers”yes granny bashers. The two would wait on I think Tuesdays (or what ever days) that these grannies would get the pension/disability etc payments and ambush them in a field that they had to cross through to get to the post office. One of them is serving time for rape, the others done time but now out. They were also infamous for stealing “posh” kid’s phones from the local train station. Now if you compare these granny bashers to my group of mates you would see we weren’t nowhere near as bad as these guys and what kind of place we grew up in. Would also like to add im a regular poster here with over a 1000 posts.