I had a near death experience. Ive been a life long drug user, I got addicted to heroin when i was 14. My friend says im a cocroach because i should have died so many times but ive never experienced anything other than the accident or overdose and woken up in hospital. Recently i started injecting crystal meth as the white and brown stopped working. Im used to taking crack so i kept re dosing. I injected 2 and a half grams over 3 days. The day after i stopped i had convulsions and i had to hold my bed post to stop me from shaking but my body jumped about and i was breathing so fast, hyperventilating very quick shallow breaths. Then it stopped and i stopped breathing, i was conscious the whole time, i even thought 'if you dont breath you will die soon' but i was in a beautiful place. It was dark with little lights in the shape of stars and things. I was so at peace, a sort of calm i never get in this life. There was music a really simple yet beautiful repeating song. I wasnt hot or cold i was there and not there. It was so so beautiful and perfect. Then it pulled away from me. I woke up coughing and breathing again. I wasnt hapoy to be back, not at all. Now that i am back all my fear has gone. I feel powerful and i know that its going to ne what its going to be and when i do die i hope i go back there. It was beautiful.