Doing things that scare you

Also last week I was doing Multidrop to cash and Carrys in my truck around Edmonton, Tottenham last week and that raised my heartbeat a bit till I managed to get back on the A406 and out of that cesspit!

I don't know Edmonton but can imagine...my scary thing is taking a LGV1 job with city centre store deliveries, first day on the job was passing a train station and genuinely had the thought of abandoning it, getting the train home, handing the keys back in and telling them their truck was next to the train station!
 
Walking around some parts of London* that's full of those Uber Prius drivers that have only read a highway code book for a country with one road and no road signs + those that have been given a phone + electric bike and tasked with breaking all road traffic rules, while delivering Brads Zinger burger.

They scare everyone.

* Other Cities and Towns are affected as well.
 
Maxxing a litre sports bike out, not once but twice.
Not only stupid, but insanely scary.

That's just going fast. I suppose major motorbike accidents should be scary. I've written off bikes in crashes and one time was reported dead by a witness. To be honest they happen fast and I was loaded with adrenaline, particularly when somersaulting through the air watching sky and road change places. So I can't honestly say that they were scary at the time. Still hurt afterwards though.
 
I'm really not a fan of boats, kayaks, rafts etc. I'm a good swimmer but I suffer from really bad palpitations from cold water shock. It takes me ages to get in the sea or cold water without my body freaking out.

So when I was asked to help a friend out on a photoshoot, rowing his kayak out on a freezing cold Buttermere, I was very apprehensive.

I did it and didn't fall in, but in the pictures he took you can see the terror on my face.
 
I went to the top and the guy could see i was nervous, he told me to look at the horizon, good idea i thought. I asked if that helps calm peoples nerves, he replied that no, there's a graveyard over there and gave me a push. Screamed like a girl all the way down.

Reminds me of being at Blackpool, and being on one of those rides which shoots you vertically up. It went up ~10ft or so and hovers in a prep section. Then this guy who worked there pointed to my mate with an alarmed expression saying the harness wasn't fastened, just as it shot up.
He was absolutely crapping himself all the way up.
 
Reminds me of being at Blackpool, and being on one of those rides which shoots you vertically up. It went up ~10ft or so and hovers in a prep section. Then this guy who worked there pointed to my mate with an alarmed expression saying the harness wasn't fastened, just as it shot up.
He was absolutely crapping himself all the way up.

Did he reach orbit?
 
Flying. Took me 51 years to finally get on a plane.
Always terrified of the thought of being in basically a bomb, and having zero control of the situation.
But I have done it twice now in the last 12 months, and flying again in December.
I have just had to train my brain to block out the initial fear of the concept.

It used to wind me up with the people saying "It's the safest way to travel". Compared to what! Because there are a hell of a lot more vehicles on the roads than planes in the sky.
LOL I'm just a anxious wreck, sometimes :cry:
 
Um. I think the thing I DO by choice that scares me the most is mountain biking.
Kayaking can be quite scary if the weather turns.
But mountain biking you don't really know when something bad is gonna happen.

So Ive been over the bars 3 times. Once, the worst, was 3 weeks ago. And I either cracked or bruised a rib. I'm still not totally better.

Just knowing that you could die or at worst be paralysed is scary and exciting.

This was the moment before impact on my Dji cam video.

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I recently went on a train with my daughter for her first day at college. There was this real chav family sitting down and I sat with my daughter on the seat behind. It was jammed and her grand kids (teenagers) were taking up seats with bags next to them. Two elderly ladies come on and asked to sit down and for the teenage kids to move their bags. They just ignored them. It just flipped a switch in my head and I stood up and said "can you move your bags please or I can move them for you" which they then did straight away. Then it all went a bit pair shaped and the grandmother who couldn't have been more than early 50's starts laying into me saying her kids are disabled when they clearly weren't. F this and F that.

It then transpired the train was full of maybe 20 ISH at least of this chav/gypo family who I figured out were on their way to Skegness for the family holiday.

She was on the phone and was going on about me to some person on the phone saying "no you don't want to go back to prison"!

Let's just say I couldn't wait to get off at my stop and it instantly reminded me why public transport is just terrible. Even though I tried to be the good Samaritan.


Also last week I was doing Multidrop to cash and Carrys in my truck around Edmonton, Tottenham last week and that raised my heartbeat a bit till I managed to get back on the A406 and out of that cesspit!

Dealing with this sort of thing on trains is a nightmare. As a long term London commuter, I have a really low tolerance for it in terms of it annoying me (loud phones, hogging seats etc) but a very high tolerance for ever doing anything about it. It's mainly because I can tolerate it, and so endure it. I've read/seen/heard of too many altercations turning bad with stabbings to ever tend to step in. If it affected me or people I was travelling with directly or in terms of safety, I would step in, but usually I tend to just turn the headphones up louder, and if need be, move carriages.
Weak minded? Possibly? Still alive after commuting for nearly a decade all over London? Check.
 
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