haven't read a lot of the comments here but this is my advice...
Nobody, and i mean nobody wants to go out with someone who's down and out or depressed - don't kid yourself that you're going to be able to make her feel so sorry for you she'll take you back, she won't - so if you really love this girl the only option which will work is to be outgoing, motivated, forward thinking, assertive and get a bit passionate about something. Pick up the phone, update your CV, get as many interviews as you can, put yourself out there, go see a friend you haven't seen for a while; you've time to get your **** together so use it and she will, if it's not too late, see you as the bad ass mutha****er that you are!!
peace out hombre
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