Having previously seen injuries as an opportunity to try something else to come back stronger, I'm really not seeing anything here. It sucks. And it sucks a lot.
I'm struggling to hold my 3 month old baby. The pain cycle is non-stop and it's affecting my life. I've been diligent and incredibly proactive. Small niggles have turned into chronic pain, referring pain to other areas.
Here's a timeline of things:
Both of my arms have had problems for now close to 2 years. And as my most researched issue, I've seen 5 therapists, 3 'experts' and made 0 progress. I've been misdiagnosed for 20 of those months. 2 months ago, the trauma specialist was ready to discharge me. After demanding a second opinion, a senior consultant joined us and absolutely lost it at the consultant. He had misdiagnosed me after having told me to have a pointless operation or deal with it. The senior consultant raised my arm above my ahead and confirmed my suspicion. My pulse rapidly decreased losing all blood. I was sent for another MRI.
Sciatic and back problems have been going on for 10 months. I've seen 4 therapists and made no progress. A referral to Pain clinic is in Dec.
I'm sick of constantly being passed around. I've spent over a thousand in therapies and that's not any better than the NHS.
I can't train the upper body and I cannot train the lower body either. I've exhausted every damn option. I've read a tonne of research papers/books and watched even more videos/experiences. I've been in contact with a lot of competative lifters and it's really starting to look bleak. I've been extremely conservative with training and I just can't find anyone to help me. It looks like I'm actually going to have to have to pack it in for good
Quite a depressing entry, I feel devastated and so disappointed. I never hit anywhere near my potential since I started being conservative 5 years ago.
I'm seeing the director of another rehab clinic in Sheffield today. Man, I
really hope I can break this cycle and attain pain-free status some day.