I'm moving out!
And I'm **** scared!, change doesn't come easy for me.
Been saving what little money I've had these past few weeks and have managed to scrape together enough for a deposit on a flat, my mum is going to pay the rest to help get me started, I'm staying in the same town for now, I'm not quite ready to leave Newquay yet, I think I need more money and a bit more planning before I do that but that is definitely still part of my long term plan, I just need to get out of this room and live a normal life for a bit first with some basic amenities, I never had a kitchen before, washing machine, my own shower etc, at the ripe old age of 34 this will be a whole new experience for me.
The one downer is that that it's not exactly cheap, well it is I suppose, but not for my wage it isn't, I will be getting help via housing and tax benefits etc otherwise this wouldn't be possible, not sure how people will feel about that but it's either that or I'm end up as a full blown alcoholic staying here in this room, this place has really took a chunk out of me.
Anyway thanks again for your help and support, even though I'll be glad to see the back of this place I'm pretty nervous about moving, I hope things will turn out alright, this is really scary