Oh hai.
I have no time to train these days and I really cannot be bothered any more and I've lost the love for it.
Don't get me wrong I still train "at" the gym, but maybe 2x a week (sometimes 3 on rare weeks). I don't push myself and just go through the motions rather than just try to do stuff. I don't really enjoy it all that much, and it's hard, and it feels difficult and I've lost the love. Not having a training partner doesn't help either.
I leave the house at 545am every day and don't get home till close to 7pm. I feel drained of energy - but the weekends I just want to spend time as a family, and not worry about training.
I've lost all motivation for it basically. I'm active, and walk 4+ miles a day, walk up escalators, take the stairs, eat a good diet - but I'm 1/2 the man I was. I've become lazy basically, and I'm not driven to go to the gym anymore. I don't have a goal. Also my back constantly hurts (nothing actually wrong, just nerve issues and tight muscles (gloots mainly)).
That's my yearly post out of the way.
Hope you're all well and having a good christmas break - lots of love to you all, and may 2019 bring you the gainz you want.