I'm sorry guys I haven't deliberately been ignoring people...
Truth is I'm not doing so great at the moment, had some unfortunate changes to my circumstances recently which has kicked off my depression into a full blown swing, I'm back on anti depressants for the first time in almost 3 years and just trying not to feel utterly bleak!
Things have gotten a bit better, I've started seeing my kids again thanks to CAFCAS and enjoying my time with them and I think my tablets are helping me! Not sure what's happening with the weight loss though, honestly I'm scared to weigh myself.... with my change in circumstances I'm having to eat processed crap again and can't afford my lean meats, treats and fresh fruit and vegetables..... Am hoping it's only temporary though and should be able to get back on track soon.