You’re needs evidently aren’t simple whatsoever if you are searching for meaning and happiness (which suggests that you are not actually satiating the entirety of your needs). If your needs were simple, you would identify them and procure the satiation of them.
That’s not an attack, mind. My needs aren’t simple either!![]()
I actually think I'm quite straightforward. By now I'd have expected to be married with children etc.
My problem is that I want love. I've had had love before and know taste.
I don't struggle with girls now, my lifestyle, age, physical stature, decent upbringing etc mean I've had success I could only have dreamed off when I was younger.
But I won't settle for something that I don't love. I don't care about looks, wealth...but I want what I had. Something to invest in, good with the bad etc.


. Sorry didn't realise it was that much, due to my kids ages and 30 free hours we only had 2 months of large bills. After doing the maths that sort of proves my point though. I was thinking when we did it the kids only did 3 days so would have been 3/5ths of that but neither of us make anything like minimum wage (not a brag) so figured we were still better off working. I know my inlaws did it full time with 2 kids, although I think they're youngest didn't start till the eldest started school otherwise they would have had to donate organs