i don't have the words to say anything appropriate to you right now, but i have this poem that i'd found. hopefully it'll mean something to you like it did for me:
Ascension
And if I go while you're still here,
Know that I live on, vibrating to a different measure.
Behind a thin veil, you cannot see through.
You will not see me, so you must have faith.
I wait for the time, when we can soar together again
both aware of each other.
Until then live your life to the fullest,
And when you need me...
Just whisper my name in your heart,
and I will be there.
Colleen Hitchcock
All the best