If I could make up my own alternate life where I am happy i.e. the flash-sideways, I don't think I would choose to get shot (Sun) in that life, what kinda perfect life is that :S And Kate still being on the run, Sawyer's mother still got murdered..this is an ideal afterlife they came up with?? :S Feels like the writers changed their minds at the last second, could have done the alternate timelines converging thing but chose the 'they're all dead!' thing instead..just to confuse us more :/