***Anonymous Confessions Thread v3***

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I like to scratch my bum hole and then sniff my fingers
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Dear Confessions,

in reply to the comment in the current thread "Was there any update on
the previous thread about the two cross dressers that exchanged
details?"

We didn't.

However, three years later things have changed more than a little bit.
I currently live my life 50/50 - that is 50% of the time I present as
male, 50% female. I still do the male stuff, tinker with cars, a few
drinks down the pub etc. but it's not me, it's a character I play
because I've been so used to playing it all my life. I'm much much
more comfortable going shopping, or for a walk, or to a bar or
whatever as Lucy, the person who I feel is truly me.

I'm having laser and electrolysis to permanently remove my body and
facial hair, that combined with the imminent start of hormone therapy
and my apparent ease of 'passing' as female in public that I'm sure my
destination in a few years is to have surgery and finally my body will
match the personality and identity that I've felt since I was little.

I know I have lots of hurdles to overcome, not to mention prejudice
(the attitude towards us transgenderists on the ocuk forums stinks,
but I can appreciate the mindset of someone who is non gender-variant
so you're mostly forgiven :p) but after many years of emotionally
torturing myself over feeling that the way I feel inside doesn't match
what's on the outside, for the sake of my deteriorating mental and
physical health, I just had to get help and do what I had to do.

I'm not on the big pink ship to happiness just yet, I'm currently
seperating with my long-term girlfriend who just can't get her head
round it all and can't tolerate seeing her man turn into some other
woman, but we're trying to make it as amicable as possible. I'm not
out to my family or close friends either, and although I think I'll be
shunned and disowned by them, the pain of rejection will be less than
the sheer torture of living for so many years in conflict with myself,
to the point where I was starting to think I'd just be better off
dead.

So.... :)

L xx
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lol if the below is true.

I have been following a certain member of OcUK for 8 months now. I can tell you everyday where they are what they will be doing. He has 5000+ posts.
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I have a wife and 2 children but I regularly visit high class escorts (£200-£250 per hour +£50 for "A-Levels"). It started on my last birthday near the end of 2011, I arranged a meeting as a birthday present for myself (it was my 30th birthday). Since then I have met up with 7 different escorts, several of them on 2 or more occasions, depending on the escort ... it can get really filthy ;) Next on my "hit list" is a threesome.
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Btw, to the people who have posted to me about having severe depression, I suggest you get some serious help, I don't think this is the place to confess.

A lot of you say that you struggle to tell your friends and family out of embarrassment, look I suggest you do tell them as family will always love you, and true friends are always there for you.
 
I am going to admit ignorance, and just ask, if you are paying £250-300 an hour, what is an a-level for 50? The base fee missionary and the other for extras or what? Or is is an a-hole reference?
 
Mason- said:
Btw, to the people who have posted to me about having severe depression, I suggest you get some serious help, I don't think this is the place to confess.

A lot of you say that you struggle to tell your friends and family out of embarrassment, look I suggest you do tell them as family will always love you, and true friends are always there for you.
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as a second opinion I think you should post them, as they have already mentioned that they can't bring it to themselves to tell family and friends. This place will serve as a window for them - and could help them emotionally just to let their pain out, even if it's for short period of time it still helps.
 
To the trans-guy who replied with the "update" - good luck to you and props for emailing in!

An old schoolmate of mine went through the full op and tried to get in touch after and I really couldn't deal with it at the time. However, I now work with someone who is TG and to be honest, I just see them as another person as I am somewhat more open-minded now I'm older.

People need to put their childish prejudices aside and just let people get on with their lives as long as they are happy and aren't causing harm to others. Good luck to you and I hope it all works out. :)
 
Hikari Kisugi said:
I am going to admit ignorance, and just ask, if you are paying £250-300 an hour, what is an a-level for 50? The base fee missionary and the other for extras or what? Or is is an a-hole reference?
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I think he meant the model like chicks would cost £50 extra on top of the £200-250 he pays.
 
Hikari Kisugi said:
I am going to admit ignorance, and just ask, if you are paying £250-300 an hour, what is an a-level for 50? The base fee missionary and the other for extras or what? Or is is an a-hole reference?
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according to an article in the sun or maybe the the star i read about uni students being prostitutes "a-levels" is anal.


iirc the quote was "I used to think A-levels were exams now i know it's anal sex" or something hilarious.
 
mrbell1984 said:
^^ that is extremely scary. You should not be stalking people like this.
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I am terrified that this is me now, after some randomer at my SU approached me, asked if I was a member of the forums, and then said he recognised me from pictures and said he didn't actually post.

I now keep seeing him around. Someone please for the love of god save me!
 
Shayper said:
I am terrified that this is me now, after some randomer at my SU approached me, asked if I was a member of the forums, and then said he recognised me from pictures and said he didn't actually post.

I now keep seeing him around. Someone please for the love of god save me!
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Behind screens what can you do except not post private stuff where people can identify you in real life.

I just don't see any way around this. Very scary though indeed.
 
So is [TW]Fox 31?

If I'm allowed to post a follow-up (since I saw people showing interest). I've decided to give another hint. I was undecided which one to reveal, his age or the type of car he drives. Decided to go with his age. 31. Although he does love his car, but it might have been too easy and obvious. He hasn't posted in that thread as of yet.
I wrote "no homo" because you guys use it so much in the forums. Also needed to make sure you guys don't get scared of a potential old lad leering at you.
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