*** Anonymous Confessions Thread v7 ***

[FnG]magnolia said:
To preface this: I consider this a point of personal growth, not illness. I'm male. I'm not some leftist crazy or right wing nut if that really matters to anyone. I certainly understand any doubts anyone has over my conclusions based on the limited information I'm giving here.
Not too long ago I spent some time trying to meet up with some trans women after spending the entire of my adult life adoring them. So I got chatting with someone on one of those apps who told me they wanted to dress me up as a woman. I jumped at the chance, didn't pass of course, but it brought back a lot of confusing feelings.
So after a number of attempts to put my thoughts to writing in a large trans community, editing, rewriting, and finally deciding that I was incapable of making enough sense of it to ask, I went off to read previously asked questions that turned out to be almost identical to my own.. The answers suggested what I suspected and were all very understanding, but still didn't really put my mind at ease, until.. one point that repeatedly comes up - If you could press a button and become X gender and everybody remembered you as X gender, would you do it? - which seems to make the whole thing very simple because yes, I would. I believe it, not just because of the button. This is obviously not something that's just come up and I've had wants for as long as I can remember. I've realised I'm not just interested in being with these people, but being one of them, which on the surface seems a bit ludicrous because why would you want that if the real want is for a different existence entirely? That's never going to happen though is it. It's about what's feasible.
I'm unsure I could ever go through the process of transitioning because other than the obvious acceptance from family and friends, some who've expressed disgust towards trans women, and whether I'd ever pass, I love women and very rarely find men attractive. I'm also thirty now. Past the prime age for hormone treatment. Still this is something I must explore, if only in the way I dress and present myself.
So going by current gender identity concepts it seems I'm a trans woman who's mainly attracted to women. Laugh, sneer, whatever, it now seems to make a lot of sense to me.
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This must be so tough to deal with mentally, whoever you are, you'll work it out and it'll be fine :D
 
Pawnless Endgame said:
Platinum - people do email Mags, but he ignores them and everything in orange are his confessions as you quoted here. Proof of this is that Mags didn't post my story from 1 or 2 years back (something that all teenagers do). Then Mags not posting Yas's story about fish fingers will be further proof :D
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[FnG]magnolia said:
I did try and email this a couple of years ago but it did not get posted at the time.

If anything the situation has got worse.
I am a seemingly happily married guy with wonderful children, and despite having a great sex life with my missus I indulge in prostitution.......a lot.
In the UK, Australia, Japan, Singapore, New Zealand, Morocco, China, Hong Kong.
I travel a lot with my work and if that country has a high end prostitution business I always indulge.
Bar girls, high end escorts, independents. Colour, creed or religion makes no difference.
Over the past 5 years I have spent in excess of 30k on this 'hobby' and before I travel I always research and try to find out the best place to make things happen.
I want to stop, and the longest period of time that I abstained was about 6 months, that was until an old contact hooked me up in Hong Kong.
Its not great, I wish I had never started, but like any vice its addictive.
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Hmmmm @Pawnless Endgame This you? :p
 
Marvt74 said:
Hmmmm @Pawnless Endgame This you? :p
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Rossi~ said:
"I can't stop banging people that aren't my wife" x128
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Yet you still get people spinning the “majority of people are faithful” spiel in the relationship thread on here. One of modern societies biggest copes with generations of people stuck in between monogamy and polygamy.

It says a lot when 90% of the confessions are about infedility on a forum with a large focus on computing/gaming.
 
Ayahuasca said:
Yet you still get people spinning the “majority of people are faithful” spiel in the relationship thread on here. One of modern societies biggest copes with generations of people stuck in between monogamy and polygamy.

It says a lot when 90% of the confessions are about infedility on a forum with a large focus on computing/gaming.
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Well the majority of people are faithful. The people who haven't cheated on their wives clearly aren't writing confessions to say such are they.
 
Was just reading the old threads and found the post. That's really sad

Back in the mid 90s I was engaged to my long term girlfriend. We had been together since high school and were one of those couples that never had any drama or arguments, we just got along. I had stayed over at her place one evening as her parents were away on holiday. The next day she was driving me home and was taking the pee because I got pretty drunk the night before and had been feeling rough. To get back at her I leaned over towards her and pretended I was about to throw up in her lap. She panicked, swerved the car violently and lost control. The car hit the barriers on the left, rolled over them and bounced down a large embankment and came to rest upside in a ditch next to a field. We were both pretty badly hurt and hanging upside down in the seatbelts barely conscious. I looked across at her, her face covered in blood and barely recognisable. She was mumbling incoherently, her breathing was laboured and sounded obstructed. I was the same, barely able to move, nothing was working or making sense, it was like the confusion from being extremely drunk. I was trying to talk to her but have no idea if I was even saying words. All the time we were hanging there the song No Rain by Blind Melon was playing on repeat – it was kind of our song. As the confusion continued I realised that she’d stopped mumbling, and her breathing was slowing and sounding more laboured. Not long after I realise that I can’t hear her breathing at all.

The next thing I know I’m waking up in hospital surrounded by my family. She was pronounced dead at the scene and my family were told to expect the worst for me. I made a full recovery and to this day nobody knows I caused the accident or that I’ve spent the last 20 years wishing I had the courage to take my own life.

I still can't listen to that song without breaking down.
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Efour said:
  • Man that Vegas one is just "sad" i feel sorry for that guy must be a really awkward person IRL :pCant even say no to a hooker he dosnt like the look of lol.
  • Mr WaterPistol... This cant be real? what a mentally disturbed guy.. Seek professional help.

  • Transperson. Yeah whatever man/women. Thats not really a confession as such i guess it is but its not interesting its just you being you and whilst its weird its just.... weird.
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I'm not sure just referring to people in a list and passing judgement is really in the spirit of this thread...
 
[FnG]magnolia said:
I was recently mentioned numerous times in a local paper, and the police even appealed for people to report me if they recognised the amorphous blob on the CCTV image they put out, because at night when I'm out cycling I take a large water pistol with me and spray homeless people with it. This has been going on for months. I very nearly got caught once too, I'd just sprayed one of the parasites when out of nowhere two or three police officers rocked up and gave chase along with a plain clothes car. I won't lie, I ******* bricked it and nearly ended up coming off as they chased me around the streets and back alleys. Thankfully, a mountain bike can go places a car can't and I managed to dart through a couple of posts and have my escape onto some open common and disappeared into the darkness. I actually sat in a small copse about two or three hundred meters away and watched them look around with torches for quite some time, so they were dead serious about trying to nick me.
It didn't stop me though, I simply started cycling in the next town over.
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AndyT said:
I'm not sure just referring to people in a list and passing judgement is really in the spirit of this thread...
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I couldn't agree less. I think it's the whole point of the thread. That's what makes it interesting. The people that secretley post to Mags want to be talked about and their exploits discussed and laughed at or ridiculed. It's one of the most voyeuristic threads on here. If he or a mod specifically says no one can pass judgement on what these "pervs and sickos":p have done then so be it. I'm hardly the only person making judgement on these people.
 
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