Perhaps the one she is holding is hers!
Or maybe it's all hers and some of her acolytes carry most of it for her. Who knows? A cult leader has people for that sort of thing.
[..] the mask slipped a bit recently with the "put against the wall" comment [..]
I don't think that's conclusive. She claims the phrase means something different in casual Swedish. It's a plausible claim. The same phrases can have different meanings in casual use in different languages. I don't know if it's true in this case, but it probably could be checked. Not that it matters - since she's THE MESSIAH, it doesn't matter what she says. Also, the context implies that she didn't mean killing them - she referred to them doing their jobs afterwards, which would be a bit tricky if they were dead.