I try to be nice

Why?


I don't want to beat her up. There will be goons to dish out the justice! :p

Basically she took up my time, duped me into handing over money, touched me, tried to kiss me (her lip brushed my cheek :() and showed me her stab wound, oozing with puss.

It's just the shock of it all, I suppose. I was caught completely off guard and feel somewhat violated for it. I know I've only myself to blame.


Including the drunk man who offered to fellate me I've had a pretty good week!

Basically you're angry with yourself because you were weak enough to give her money. You can try and rationalise it by saying you were doing it to get rid of her, but at the end of the day you're responsible and could have walked away as soon as you realised she was a junkie.
 
Basically you're angry with yourself because you were weak enough to give her money. You can try and rationalise it by saying you were doing it to get rid of her, but at the end of the day you're responsible and could have walked away as soon as you realised she was a junkie.
I guess you're right. I have a hard time saying "no" in these kind of situations. That's something I've got to resolve.
 
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