Same here.
If it helps at all you aren't just paying for the gpu, you're paying to get a couple of hours of your life back, hours that you would have otherwise been spending searching the internet for stock if you hadn't made that purchase. At least that's what I'm telling myself in an attempt to justify my own purchase. UK minimum wage is £8.21, so the way I see it, every hour of my time I ended up saving = £8.21 minimum.
Granted, this entire thought process may be incredibly foolish, I'm not sure, but perhaps it will help some of you just a little bit.
My card is also completely dead btw, has been dead now for 1 month.