Not her friend, our friend. Well technically it was a friend of our friend, we'd only known her for 3 months. She didn't hate herself (like my gf at the time did) and loved Eddie Izzard, I was tricky not to pass up, but I still feel bad about it.
The whole mess is why I am against the whole concept of going for someone in a relationship. Fallout can be pretty bad.
Don't worry I wouldn't cling onto feeling bad about it. If anything it's experience - we all have to look very hard before we leap! However I certainly wouldn't use that example to advocate being 'against the whole concept of going for someone in a relationship'; without meaning to make you feel bad, I think what happened with you is a lot worse than what I was advocating for.
Then again, partner number 2 might have worked out better than you could have hoped and you could now be engaged - then who would have been the fool for passing up on the opportunity! Hindsight is a harsh and misleading thing. Just take the experience and push things forward
