Woke up this morning it still has a deep probably long lasting effect on me. The circumstances of what happened are particularly shocking which is one of the things I’m struggling to come to grips with.
It gets easier to live with mate.
I lost my best mate nearly 13 years ago (21st june) a day after my birthday and truly the longest day... I miss him every day. And at some point everyday I think about him. I'm 44 now and it still brings a tear to my eye now just typing this.
Freak accident on a motorbike, A couple of inches one way and we would have been having a laugh and telling him to buy a lotto ticket.
He had been a new dad for just over 6 weeks.
Life is short and can be mean. Don't take it for granted. But don't let it get you down either.
You will get better at coping with the loss..