Arite guys, I know this thread had sunk to the depth of page whatever but I posted on here on the 12th September about demanding to see a dermatologist, well I finally got an appointment (after ringing up twice) and then got my blood tests done etc. had to wait another couple of weeks or so and I finally got my box of roaccutane yesterday.
I'm moving to China in February so he agreed to start me out quite aggressively and bump me to a higher dose quicker than normal. He told my spots are hardly that bad but its just the persistance and reluctance to topicals etc that has allowed me to go on Isotretinoin (Roaccutane is a brand).
Its not a day too soon though in my opinion, I'm not happy I had to wait this long to get them to be honest but he said that given the severity (or lack of) it shouldn't take long for them to work.
I have so far taken 2 doses yesterday and today and I can already feel my lips drying out, I saw on acne.org a lip balm specifically for accutane takers, I had to buy it from America on eBay but it was only like 6.99 for 3 tubes delivered.
I am useless at keeping track of breakouts etc. with me its always just been like a "when did my hair go grey" (its not its an expression) sort of gradual change but I must say I feel like I've had a breakout the past couple of weeks, I realise I'm probably gonna get another one over the next few days/weeks but I couldn't care less, I'm sick to death of getting ID'd for stuff, thinking I can't go talk to girls or not goin to the gym because I can't take my top off in public.
I just wanna add that I used to have about 6 spots on my back on a bad day then I got my friend to wax it with a homewaxing kit and literally about 4 days later my back looked like the plague, I found out later that you're sposed to disinfect it immediately after (Lois always does it to Hal on MITM, I only realised that the other day) and I didn't. That was over 6 months ago and my back is still terrible.
I dont care whatsoever about the risk of any of the side effects, I'm sick to death of this, acne is sposed to be summat that bothers you from the ages of 13 to 16 and then disappears, I'm 23 and mine is worse than ever. I've put weight on from not exercising, lost confidence from no sex in ages (I'm talking dry) and countless other problems probably not caused by spots but I'm attributing to anyway.
I'm sorry for the long post, I'll try and keep my progress updated.
Here's to a life with skin softer than a baby's arse.