I am so god damn fed up with the company my fiance works for. It really feels like they listen to an mp3 constantly telling them to breathe in and out on repeat sometimes.
So my fiance suffers from anxiety at times and is someone who finds it almost impossible to switch off. The people she works for find it necessary to call her for literally everything possible. If she misses the call and rings them back 2 minutes later normally its "oh don't worry we sorted it now" - proving that if they just thought for themselves for a moment, they would survive.
Anyway, so this morning at 6:50, we are barely awake...her phone goes.
It's work (she works for a hotel btw), a drunk guy has turned up and has started taking things from reception and trying to break the computers etc. The security guy refuses to "touch" him and the bell boy is in tears as he is scared and they don't know what to do...
lord almighty....Ana asks if they have called the police, they said yes. She then says "so what can I do then?" their answer "I..well..errm...we...we just thought...y'know..."
Ana is 5ft not a lot, 40 something kilos and was at the time 30km away from the hotel and didn't start work for almost 3 hours. What can she possibly do? Except for firing the security guard.
After she puts the phone down she starts shaking and goes into "panic/overdrive" and suddenly tries to do everything 3 x as fast as she normally would "i need to get to the hotel" etc. So I jump up, calm her down...talk her down to normality.
Then she looks at me and asks whats wrong
I need coffee.