For months now I've been looking at and driving cars with a view to getting back into something special. I'm in a place where I can get something really nice, but I can't get excited, I seem to have lost my mojo and frankly I am perplexed. I sat here for 2 hours last night scanning different cars (I do it many many nights), trying to stimulate myself into buying something. Porsches, R8's, M's, RS's, Astons even Ferrari's and Lambo's (within reason) and over the last few weeks I've driven pretty much all of them. Some really appeal, some are frankly fantastic but I seem unable/unwilling to buy something. I can't put my finger on it but last night I had a real meh fest and ended up slapping down the lid on my computer and going to bed in a huff and couldn't sleep as I was so annoyed.
I fear I might be broken. I fear I have lost my mojo. Can I buy some drugs or something that get's it back, go to a place and get some water on me from one of those gurus in a smokey room with a turban? The worry is I've been in this place for nearly 18 months and I still have a 75K miles 5 series diesel. I fear it's an age thing, but my dad is 73 (looks 50 the b'stard) and drives a 911 so that makes it even worse. My mum hates cars, perhaps I am turning into my mum. I even found myself pricing up tow bars the other day so I could tow my race car, but even that is sat in the garage and I can't be arsed to get it sorted so I can drive it.
The fact I have a 5 series still really worries me, I could be turning into Fox and that really scares me, he likes trains too so that really worries me, I get excited at steam trains but I don't know much about maths so that gives me some comfort. How does one fix this mongism?
I fear I might be broken. I fear I have lost my mojo. Can I buy some drugs or something that get's it back, go to a place and get some water on me from one of those gurus in a smokey room with a turban? The worry is I've been in this place for nearly 18 months and I still have a 75K miles 5 series diesel. I fear it's an age thing, but my dad is 73 (looks 50 the b'stard) and drives a 911 so that makes it even worse. My mum hates cars, perhaps I am turning into my mum. I even found myself pricing up tow bars the other day so I could tow my race car, but even that is sat in the garage and I can't be arsed to get it sorted so I can drive it.
The fact I have a 5 series still really worries me, I could be turning into Fox and that really scares me, he likes trains too so that really worries me, I get excited at steam trains but I don't know much about maths so that gives me some comfort. How does one fix this mongism?