Hey guys and girl, kinda need some advice.
So here is the whiny pathetic back story;
I've never been classed as a ladies man, as I have the same physical attractiveness as a major road accident. So I've not exactly the most confident person in the world when it comes to the opposite sex, in fact most cases I seem to be totally ignored. So please understand when I meet a girl that’s willing to talk to something like me, my first thought is not sex or anything in that general facility.
Anyway I decided to go on holiday by myself (all my friends are married or working abroad) and was surprised by girls actually being friendly to me, which is quite a switch from my normal life. Anyway I got a few new Facebook friends and invites to visit them in there home countries but this one girl happened to live near me back in the UK.
We seemed to hit it off, spending a lot of time in each others company as we explored the city and within the hostel, hell we spent six hours just talking to each other and if I'm going to be a hundred percent honest I fell for her, she's funny, confident and has the most amazing smile and worse poker face in the world. We traded Facebook messages as I had to leave the next day to catch my train back north.
Since then we've traded hundreds of message over Facebook and funny images, one day she figured out that I really liked her and she confronted me about my feelings, I admitted that I really liked her.
She then in the most kindest way turns me down, stating I'm not her type; tall dark and handsome.
The next couple of day's and nights she spends trying to apologise and make me feel better, whilst I keep telling her that it wasn't her fault simply a misunderstanding. In the end were now friends.
Roll on two weeks, the guy she's been really into turns out to be a complete and utter male chicken in every possible way. I then being a friend deal with the emotional fallout, as I am used to it and have quite a bit of wisdom in this area and manage to make her smile and laugh again, shes now currently following my advice which involves tell him where to go and to concentrate on her life instead of seeking someone else's approval.
The problem.
She facebook'd me that she’s going to Scotland for a couple of days and asked if I wanted to go, I said yes and now I'm completely screwed up, I thought I had killed my feelings for her but they keep resurfacing every time she texts me.
I really don't want to cut off like I do when I'm normally rejected because this girl is awesome to be around, we have so much fun. Its like I’m a completely different person. But I know I cant make someone return my feelings and I don’t want to force something that isn't there or flog a dead horse.
TL: DR
Boy meets girl, boy and girl have fun become friends. Boy devlopes feelings for girl, Girl shoots boy down, Boy and girl stay friends, Girl proposes that her and boy go on holiday together, boy is completely and utterly lost in the effluent storm that is his thoughts.
Anyway what do you guys recommend
Italian was on my list, its just carried on longer than expected 
