Man of Honour
I went to my local mental health team and was told that the waiting list is long over a year, I feel I don't have that time to waste, I'd like to carry on with my life.
I just can't explain it, but just feel unhappy and I cry, I should not feel this way but I do. I have nice stuff at home, live in central London the nice part but somehow I feel low, I feel like I'm a failure in life, I going to get old and die alone, a few times Ive thought I'd just hang myself on the banister.
Get on that waiting list, you've got nothing to lose, it's not time wasted it's just sat there ticking down while you get on and do other things.
If you can get in quicker with your insurance great but get on that ****ing waiting list.