Did I confuse you? My apologies, let me break it down for you:
You are an overly bewildered juvenile seeking an abundance of approval where and when ever possible to justify your own existence. Perhaps you didn't get enough attention as a kid, maybe you're a sibling and your parents didn't love you the most, or maybe they're divorced and times got tough. Either way, you're now projecting most of your insecurities and shame onto the rest of the world in a bid to establish yourself.
Most people use this time in their lives (because it is a common thing) to project the notion of uncertainty onto their family friends or partner. But there's clearly something wrong at home, your friends probably feel alienated by your chosen route of projection (self-important bragging) and you clearly haven't had any attention from the female gender.
All of this coupled with your personality disorders has lead you down a self destruct route. You seek approval via both a negative and positive means, anything to bring attention to your characteristics as an individual and allow people to evaluate you. The negative evaluations are hurtful, sure, but you don't really care as it still gives you the chance to communicate to another human being about you and only you.
You'll post pictures of your penis for approval, tell people you're smart for approval, project an image of egocentric superiority for approval, defend yourself with open questions for the approval of those questions, all sorts.
Where does karma boil into all of this? Because you're so totally absorbed in yourself that you have finally reached the ultimate end of your journey, which is complete unadulterated public humiliation. I hope it tastes good. Sort your life out and stop projecting onto others, other than the fact it's entertainment, we really don't care. It's sad.