Yea squatting I miss and am actively trying to get enough flexibility/ mobility to be able to start again, the other two I don't miss. For me as you know its
all about the hypertrophy (apart from the enjoyment of actually lifting obviously). I don't care if some kid has a bigger bench or squat or dead if when we stand next to each other I look better from a bodybuilding point of view, so that's what all my training is focused towards.
I think another aspect of it is where you train. I always wanted to be big but training at home/ posh gyms you are
very sheltered. Since I joined a pretty hardcore gym everything is just focused on getting big or strong (or both obviously) but people pretty much want to be the best at one of those. I'll never be as strong as some super obese 5'4 roided to the hilt strength athlete, not that its easier but in my mind it takes less effort to tug something with all your might for 5 seconds than it does to craft a masterpiece over a lifetime.
Anything you want to ask go ahead mate and I'll answer it if possible
Yeah I'm just not bothered about the aesthetics, I'm after raw power, and strength. Sure I get muscle definition and size, that's always helpful, if anything to cushion blows on the rugby pitch, and it's just more comfortable than being a bag of bones!
Agreed about hardcore gyms being a good motivator though definitely the wise move to be made. I just challenge myself, I don't care if other people are stronger or leaner than me. As long as I keep bettering myself and I challenge myself that's all I care about. Which is why I'm not bothered about competing on going on stage, I'm not after being better than others, as long as I get better personally.
It's nice to see you have a passion for sculpting yourself into the way you want to be. I agree that it's much more interesting and exciting than I don't know, horse racing or football for me. Some people are mad about football, and become obsessed about it - to me this is no different, you're turning your hobby into a work of art - and at your age to have that commitment is laudable - I don't mean to sound condescending but at your age I had NO commitment to anything (sports, work, women etc...
).
Ultimately as you alluded to it's about the enjoyment, the endorphins and hormone releases you get from lifting, but also the results you get. I see my strength improving, my size become more impressive, and my general health and lifestyle be way ahead of most of the people around me. You see your shape improve, your definition and striations/separations become more pronounced. In fact you're clearly more of a bodybuilder than I am - I'm a weight lifter.
My training focuses on hypertrophy, but also on power/strength development, ultimately you can never really have one without the other - however the ratios of how each one is affected can vary greatly!
You're doing well, keep it up. If ever we stroll down Venice/Muscle Beach in LA, you can bring all the girls for the aesthetics, and I can be the brute that protects you from their jealous boyfriends