Well I'm not natural anymore, what's done is done. I don't regret using as I'm stronger and bigger which was my initial aim when I started using. Going to carry on using as I want to get a lot bigger than I am currently. I respect all people who train as you all share the same interest as me. We may not share the same goals exactly but we all know how much effort it takes to see any form of progress. It ain't any easier training with "assistance" trust me, it's just that things progress a little quicker that's all.
Now can't we all just get along as one big happy weight lifting community?
This has always been a point for me, when juicing, if you want to make the most of it you need to train so much harder than a natty, hours and hours extra per week to maximise the faster recovery. Also if your goal is to be bigger than say Icecold or Lie from these pages, you literally have no choice unless you happen to be very well genetically endowed, which most arent.
As radicalry says, he wants to be a lot bigger, lets not forget how small he would be next to an IFBB pro, heck even one from the golden days. Yet many on here admire those physiques universally. The fact is if your goal is to have a male model body and you are nice and young, then you should go at it naturally and preserve your health as best you can. But if you want to be bigger than average, if you want a physique that makes people go "wow!", then you will need to use drugs. There are no ifs or buts or maybes. All the wrestlers you grew up watching, all the actors portraying your heroes, they all use or have used at some stage, its as much a part of modern living as fake boobs, face lifts and liposuction. We take ever increasing risks with our health to look as good as we can, and i for one think this is fine, its certainly far better than looking like the 90% i see walking past me every day, slightly fat, slightly tired and mostly completely unhappy.