Not often I post in here.. Just wanted to vent off.
So after 30 years in the gym, pausing only for illness and holiday, I go for ACL knee stabilisation in just under a fortnight. It will be the most time I've been away from the gym since I started. For that reason alone, I'm bloody dreading it. Not knowing when I will return, if I'll loose my motivation to return? If I'll never be able to get to the fitness I'm at now. How long, given my age (50 next month), will it take me to recover? Running is very important to me too.. I wonder if i'll be able to ever do that again... not that I can at the moment anyway.. but I can cycle jog gently..
I know people have a lot worse things .. it's been important part of my life style for so long that I don't know any different.