I may well end up moving. I have no experience in anything other than basic 2nd line IT, and there's less and less of that down here every day. Plus I don't want to still be doing basic 2nd line in 5 years time. I know some coding, but have never worked as a developer. So it doesn't really matter that I've played with coding in various languages for a few years, because I have nothing to show for it.
The biggest problem with me is still not knowing what I would enjoy, or be good at. Other people just seem to know exactly what they want to do. I have never known what I wanted to do. I got into 2nd line because I played a lot of games in the 90s and knew how to tweak config.sys and autoexec.bat, and basic troubleshooting. My major skill is that I can use Google and type a few words into the command shell
![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](/styles/default/xenforo/vbSmilies/Normal/tongue.gif)
Perhaps that's underselling what I do but you get the gist.
Currently btw I'm looking for a job, having been unemployed a couple months. It's really a barren wasteland down here for IT work. I'm also not good at playing the game. The game of selling yourself, of bigging yourself up. I constantly question myself and my abilities, and end up convincing myself that I have no right to apply for such and such job - there must be someone better qualified than me. Now I understand that this is not the right approach. But what would happen if I got a job through bluffing and was later revealed to be useless at it?
I don't know. Other people who are/were probably worse than me managed to get highly paid jobs at the council. I imagine they must be very good at over-selling themselves. But the managers would always moan how after hiring someone they were completely useless. On the other hand, I've never taken a job where I was out of my depth. All of my jobs have been in my comfort zone. Is that bad? Should I apply for jobs that are out of my depth? Would I even have a chance of getting them?