*** Anonymous Confessions Thread v6 ***

v0n said:
I had a feeling that one of these threads, someone will stray from the path of creative writing, admit to a crime and trigger full blown Police investigation.
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I've got no real issue with most crime but that's just depraved.

I can only hope I've read it wrongly.
 
I've deleted that last one, mag.

Obviously we can't say what's true or not, but that was over the line (if I read that right :()
 
[FnG]magnolia;30016415 said:
I just don't seem to have a conscience. I can't help myself, but to manipulate everything for my own gain. Surprising how much you can get away with. Stealing/cheating/manipulating. My only fear is getting caught. I can't see what future I have when I abuse the trust of people who love me. This worries me because I have an easy life.

I recently ran over someones cat, it was still sorta alive but I had to leave it or get caught. They blame the postman who has now taken stress leave over the abuse he received.
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Isn't this the definition of a sociopath?
 
This isn't really a confession, more getting things off my chest.

I had major surgery in the past, involving an unusually long period under general anaesthetic. I accept there is probably no scientific evidence for this causing any sort of mental episode, but the memory and cognitive problems that I suffered took a very long time to clear. I don't know how to really explain this properly, but I feel somewhat different since then. Maybe I was just mental to begin with and this tipped the balance.

I now literally hate life, other people and any sort of social interaction, with very few exceptions now. To say this is making my job difficult is an understatement.

I've always been a very sociable, affable person and am the chief organiser for a few large groups of friends - but since then feel like I'm an actor in some sort of surreal show I don't want to be a part of. When I'm out and people are trying to talk to or be nice to me, I often think about how nice it would be to stab them in the face. The mask has started slipping quite a lot lately, where I'll be standing at a crowded bar, staring into space and people will ask me what's up, so I have to put on the smiley, happy face again and say I was just daydreaming.

I also discarded a promising relationship I had and since then have just taken home randoms and treated them as disrespectfully as I possibly could until they finally bailed and left. I'm lucky I haven't had the police called yet.

It sounds like a cliché but I honestly want to see the world burn. This affected my EU referendum vote - I voted for the possibility of ensuing chaos but sadly don't think it'll happen and we'll all be OK.





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Go see a doctor. I have heard of someone suffering depression after a major surgery iirc they said their doctor said it wasn't unheard of just not well documented/studied.

Could be a load of things. May not even be related to the surgery but go see a doctor.
 
Mynight said:
Go see a doctor. I have heard of someone suffering depression after a major surgery iirc they said their doctor said it wasn't unheard of just not well documented/studied.

Could be a load of things. May not even be related to the surgery but go see a doctor.
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This... very much this.

While it may not be well studied, there are numerous anecdotal cases of severe mood swings/personality changes after major surgery.... see Bill Clinton.

After his bypass surgery he made several uncharacteristic comments publicaly and was described by friends as 'not being the same person'.
 
I had surgery for a major illness a few years ago and mood swings was one of the things they monitored me for afterwards. If I'm honest I answered "yes I'm fine" to them asking how I felt afterwards, even though I really wasn't fine.

Please go and see someone about it.
 
Not very long ago (12ish years) my sister had a scud for a boyfriend, I installed a keylogger on the family computer & after she went to work, I would get on & open the .log to let my mom see what was going on...
 
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Edward78 said:
Not very long ago, my sister had a scud for a boyfriend, I installed a keylogger on the family computer & after she went to work, I would get on & open the .log to let my mom see what was going on...
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I used a keylogger on an ex years ago when I thought she might be cheating on me. She was chatting up blokes and making plans to get jiggy what with being 'bored at home' after she gave up her job :( she was meant to be studying for a new career while I supported her.

It was entertaining reading the logs apart from that. Seems she spent a lot of the day watching porn but then she was a proper nympho so no suprise. She'd often send me DIY videos while I was on nightshift.

Wish I'd kept the vids although I suspect a friend of mine still has copies he Bluetoothed to himself while I was in the bog.
 
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Probably not the most exciting confession but anyway.

I'm 32 years old and still a virgin. Over the years I've had a few opportunities hear and there to sleep with someone but I always gets too nervous and bottle it.

Not too long ago I finally got a girlfriend but she broke it after 3 months during which I didn't really make a move to sleep with her and now I'm back to where I was for years - unable to meet anyone (any messages I sent on online dating sites is ignored).

I'm seriously convinced I'm gonna die alone and unloved
 

Well I told the wife about the money and within 24 hours I had some of her family over asking what we were going to do with the money. I said it was nearly all spent already and the fun hit the fan!

Basically I was told that "family come first" and as I suspected it was uncles of hers that I have no time for, were asking about was I looking to help family member out. When I told them there was only £3k left to be split between "family" they were livid lol.

One uncle had the cheek to ask me what I'd spent it on. I said the mortgage and a fund for my kids university degrees so they won't have to take out loans.

As uneducated as they are, the didn't see that as a good thing in that I hadn't given more to family members. It'll be fun to see how things pan out. I'll give another update later this week after the dust settles a bit.

Family eh?
 

I have a crippling prostitute addiction and constantly find myself jacking off to these pictures I have taken at trade expos with booth babes. It seriously harms my ability to have meaningful relationships with women, especially given my already sadbrains, but I cannot fight this crippling addiction to looking like such an alpha male.


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A couple of years ago I was talking with some friends at the pub, bit of banter really and one of them confessed too having paid for sex (not sure if it was guilt or just wanting others opinions on it). I'd never really considered it before, I've been to strip clubs and spent obscene amounts of money on stag do's and the like and always thought it was a good laugh. After learning a bit more about it and the various sites he had used during the conversation I laughed it off and moved on with my life. I have kids etc and am in my early 30s and travel a lot for work which takes me all over the country.
I rarely used to stay away. However I had worked two weekends in a row and decided I was sex knackered to drive home. Booked a premier Inn and got the laptop out to watch some movies. A couple of hours passed staring at the walls when I had that urge of having an itch to scratch. Other half miles away and just a few films to keep me company wasn't enough so I started to look on adultwork for curiosity. Now I rarely ever watch porn (been there done that) however I do know a few of the uk starlets. I done a search round where I was and who should pop up but Emma Leigh! Literally has the perfect everything I consider for a fantasy girl (freckles **** really dumb etc). Didn't really believe it was actually her and at 250 an hour I was shocked!
Roll on the next night and I just couldn't get it out of my mind, so I contacted her via email. She replied almost instantly and I could feel myself shaking, I dove straight into it and arranged to have her come over (she was local) for an hour booking. I was crapping myself for the whole hour I waited for her, she turned up wearing what I asked and I was instantly raging. I won't go into details as I'm not really allowed on this forum, but I will say it was totally worth it. OMG the moves and the body and literally in everywhere. She was really nice as well and I got some memory's that night which will last till I die.
Afterwards I kinda felt a bit numb about the whole thing. My family etc and what I had done. I mean it's terrible right? Well I had none of those feelings and I was hooked. Since then I've probably seen 20 different girls, all of them have been atleast 8s and one of the Romanians was so hot and in such good shape I honestly couldn't believe my eyes. Money isn't an issue at all for me doing this and it's now become such a rush, this one I was seeing in Portsmouth for a while introduced me to stuff I'd never have considered doing before, also having 3 20 year old girls on your bits at the same time is something everyone deserves before they die!
I've seen Emma once again after and chatted with her about it all, she said there isn't a type which does this and that you would be surprised at the people she sees (just normal everyday people and not weirdos like you would expect) and she certainly knows how to perform......
 
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