Sorry for the long post.
Can I first of all apologise for the manner in which I left.
May I also clear up the reason why I left. I did NOT leave because of the Ian Bell incident. I left because after Tea of 'Bellgate', Bell and Morgan came out and started playing like it was a T20. The Indians simply looked like they didn't care. How the hell am I supposed to care if the team themselves isn't interested? I have watched so much Indian cricket, this was the first time that I had willingly stopped watching them. Ever.
The other reason I haven't been on OcUK is because I was on holiday. I came back today and found out the scores of both the 2nd and 3rd test matches this morning. I'm not gonna lie, I've spent over an hour crying with anger so far. How the hell did we lose by over 300 runs at Trent Bridge?
I have stuck by this team through thick and thin. I have defended their name at EVERY opportunity. I stood by them when they were 88 all out against New Zealand in an ODI. I stood by them when they were 15/5 against New Zealand in a Test match. When they lost 9 wickets for 29 runs against South Africa in the world cup, I was angry, but I stood by them. I have followed them blindly like a sheep since 2009, in EVERY SINGLE match that they have played. I can't believe what has happened this series, it is a disgrace, it is pitiful and I honestly think that India's Test Status should be revoked.
Some of you are wondering why the series has turned out like this. Team India has a disease. The disease manifests itself in strange ways, in the Indian team the symptoms are laziness in fielding. However recently, the disease has spread to the bowling and the batting.
I personally think that on paper, India is the slightly better team. Some of you may disagree. Either way, I think that we can all agree on paper that there isn't really much difference between them on paper. If both teams gave their 100% effort, then in theory there should be a closely fought contest between the two teams. But there isn't, because the effort hasn't been there from the Indians, and it has been there from England. The England team clearly cares.
When you are selected to play Test Cricket for your country, you should do your very best. Getting selected to play Test cricket for your nation is one of the biggest honours in the sport. I think that this is unforgivable for India and I cannot understand why this has happened. I am extremely upset, and I believe the team owes the fans an apology.
I love cricket, a LOT. I am absolutely crushed by this. I'm hurt and outraged, I actually feel lost. Might as well focus on my studies now, after all I do need to prepare my uni applications.
I am outraged that I have hundreds of pounds worth of Oval tickets here, for a POS dead rubber fixture. I was really looking forward to it. I'm going to day 1 with a mate, (on A Level results day, woo!). I'm going to day 4 with my father, I hardly do anything like this with him, and it was going to be a really good day. Not anymore, I'm not really looking forward to an expensive dead rubber match, I'll probably go anyway, I love cricket too much.
I'm going to be taking a sign to the Oval. Not sure what it's going say, any suggestions?
Here's a few idea I've knocked around:
"Team India: You owe the fans big time"
"Team India: We want an apology and a performance"
"Team India: put some effort in!"
Also - congratulations England. The team really deserves to be number 1. Why? Because the players put the effort in. When you put the effort in, you reap the reward.
Ah well, there's still the ODI series.
And please don't call me the Indian Evangelion. It's unfair to me, and to him, and it's simply not true.
Brb, got some more crying to do.
Thanks for reading